September 1st, 2017-Getting on the front line

Welcome September!

Yes, I will no longer run and hide, I will get out there and find who would like to join in and work on a collective art project with me!

September first, I feel it’s time to take a chance and jump in.

To begin with, I am going to ask for help.

Here I am, with an idea. Or lots of ideas.

How can they become reality?

With other people’s help. People who would join, transform and contribute to them.

Am I afraid of people who don’t like me on my field?

Yes, but it is time to go and find some others.

Who do.

There is no time for false modesty here.

Let’s go and have this project happen!

http://www.beautyfrosting.com/stepping-up-the-12th-annual-step-up-inspiration-awards-at-the-beverly-hilton

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August 31, 2017-Back to School and Back to London

Hello August,

I have just got back to London and to a beautiful sunshine, although the temperature is lower than at the South of France. And here is a pile of bills waiting for me, and a very busy month ahead.

Somehow, and without no tangible reason, I am very optimistic. I take a break and enjoy the sunshine and a cup of coffee before dealing with re-al-ity.

I feel that I have something special to contribute to the world, through my art, and presence.

Yes, I have been a misunderstood genius, but I will come into terms with my co-humans into this life even if I have to go around the world.

To begin with, I realise I need a personal assistant 😉

The second thing, is to look into the priorities and not the urgent things.

http://sarcasmlol.com/2017/04/28/misunderstood-signs-indicating-genius/6/

 

August 3, 2017-Be-fore holidays, Be-coming

Hello August,

 

London is chilly and I am up in the morning, between job applications, dreams and plans.

Where is love?

Where are holidays?

Are we going to experience bliss in this lifetime?

I am up at 6.00 and at my favorite café at 9.00 writing. Parisian habits…

I am ready to go to the end of the world and back and get whatever is fit for me.

Or create it.

So I haven’t been successful up to now, but was there something I particularly liked?

Maybe not.

I think that I am ready to be to a place that appreciates me for what I am.

And where I can Become.

 

August 1rst, 2017- Update and August goals- having a drink with friends

Welcome August!

London seems less crowded than usual, and I started the day on a holiday mood, meaning, I watched pictures of remote islands on my computer screne.

Now, since I am not there yet, I need to pull myself together and see how I will make the best of this month.

My updates?

I have advanced a lot in July, but there isn’t anything tangible yet.

Should I try to forget myself in daily reveries, drink and use other abusive substances, (i.e. chocolate)?

Or should I take a different perspective and try again?

I will take the second option.

The positive thing is I got some feedback in July, so I can modify my profile to put into advantage my best aspects.

And a glass of wine could also help, especially if it is shared with friends 😉

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June 11, 2017: To change or not to change? Both

Hello June,

here I am again, thinking about the next step. You may say, maybe you need to act instead of thinking. But without any plan you get all over the place and might just be confused.

So, I feel like a misunderstood genius, what should I do about it June?

Find like-minded people and do something together?

Wait for someone to discover me?

Go out with my project/book/short-story and invite others to react to it?

Go for a massage?

All of the above?

https://www.theodysseyonline.com/to-the-person-that-hates-change

June 5, 2017- Monday, Move!

Hello June,

it is sunny and cloudy and windy over here; time to open my eyes and move, wouldn’t you say?

I am sitting at the café next to two men in their fifties talking business and looking 8-year-old deep down.

Or is it because I am still asleep and they are part of my dream?

In any case, I just mailed my poems back home because I am looking for another publisher.

In the meanwhile, there is a short story to finish for today.

Let’s see how it goes.

June 4th, 2017: keep up the rhythm! 30 days writing challenge

Hello June,

here I am, deciding to write every day, and keep up with the changes in my life.

Sunday morning in London, and I have already read an article I am writing. Had coffee, yes, once a day and wondering if I can sit outside or not.

Am I going to write early in the day or later?

Let’s try both and see how it goes.

In the next month there are a series of questions to be addressed.

But most of all, we need to keep up the rhythm and feel good.

Because, after all it is summer in our hemisphere!

https://www.google.co.uk/search?q=summer+in+london&client=safari&rls=en&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwi1rJHq-6PUAhXMCcAKHWBPCbQQ_AUICigB&biw=1199&bih=751#imgrc=dewNrbnWMjzyqM:

May 23rd, 2017- Don’t be so hard on yourself! Dance!

Hello May,

with a list of to-do things I feel overwhelmed!

How do I get back my concentration, feel good and motivation?

Dancing is the best thing so here it is, fun time because it is spring and because, we deserve it!

Be it by myself, with friends, or on the dance floor, a little dance with a few steps is enough to get me back to track!

And you know what, I start a 21 day writing challenge where I will post every day 🙂

May 4, 2017- In the mood for love

Hello May,

So, spring is here, everybody is in love, so why not us?

It feels like something is on its way, even though it is not clear what.

London is cloudy, and chilly but underneath it all, you know it is time to expand, in the way nature does.

Any May resolutions?

Well, yes, apparently, to love ourselves enough so that we don’t become clingy and obsessive when hit by the arrows of love, nor depending, nor anything of the kind.

Falling in love is so great, but if we are in love with ourselves, who can resist us?

 

April 3, 2017- Anniversary decisions

Dear April,

I was wondering if I will continue this blog in this form. And the first answer that comes to my mind is yes, for questions of facility. Let’s face it: my London stay has given me extra work, and the rhythm is more intense than in Paris.

But some kind of update seems necessary.

Here is what I know you want to ask me:

a. how are you doing dearest one, how do you feel?

I am feeling well, but a little bit stressed. I know this is an illusion; do you hurry a flower to blossom? Take the time an orchid needs for the flowers.

b. Do you like being in London?

I do, I have come to love this city, although it doesn’t feel home yet. Although I am in touch with a lot of talented people, I miss a group of like-minded crazy individuals.

So, are you going to do something about it? Or just pretend this is fine?

I think I will do something about it. I will take initiatives.

c. Someone told me to ditch friend-enemies too. They cost energy.

How are you doing this?

By sending them love and not letting them to get into my space.

d. How are we doing in the love department?

I am kind of in love and I date a few people.

e. How are your projects?

They are doing well, I have been productive. But I need something to have more fun and relax.

What would do for my best friend in this case? I would take me out to do something beautiful.

And I would tell her all the nice things I believe about her.

Ok, I am doing it.

f. How about the different resolutions you have had? Cutting Sugar, etc?

For now I have limited sugar apart from a small bar of chocolate daily and one teaspoonful in the morning and I am happy with it.

g. Any specific project for the future?

Yes, to prepare for a Big Leap.

And I will use this blog for this purpose.