so, 4th day to get myself to care for me in a deep way: in terms of food, relationships, work, body, feeling deserving for good things.
After having a haircut and communicating with my love interest, I realised he is having a lot in his plate right now, and maybe flirting is not in his priorities.
Or almost. I could leave him some space and if he wants to discuss anything or share it with me, I will be there. But I will also have my heart and eyes and ears open for love.
He seems to be paralysed because he can’t make up his mind and make a decision about his future. This is something I have experienced also, from time to time.
In this case, I think it’s better to step back and take a holiday. Pray, listen to the birds, (there is a pigeon next to me right now, singing … as nice as it can get …).
I am also happy to continue writing my new book.
And grateful for everything.
It’s important to realise we are not as intelligent and knowledgeable as we think and be ok with that.
In other words, even when we think we have enough information to make a decision, we usually don’t. Or, even worse, we don’t know ourselves and our wishes enough.
What are we to do?
Listen to the occasional pigeon (if nothing else is around) singing, and be laid back. Then, try to get some information from people and sources which might be worth listening to, and also consult our gut feeling.
So today, I will go see some friends, trying to keep a physical distance 🙂