October 22, 2019- Deciding to change mindset

Hello October,

after a stressful beginning at the new job, problems with family members’ health and a stomach virus which left me with a sensibility, I decide to change mindset.

It’s enough in a way. Things are complicated, and somehow, there are always reasons to worry.

So, ENOUGH is ENOUGH!

What is happening in reality?

Deep down?

Deep down, is this the moment to let my fears resurface?

How about think of the wants?

The things that make my heart sing?

I start with a 10 year plan.

And then and there, I will put everything I love.

Is it only individual goals?

Everything together.

Can you grow as a person without making others grow also?

How do I treat myself and I congratulate myself for all I have accomplished?

It’s actually heroic.

To face in such a way destabilising circumstances.

And to be creative, resourceful, full of will, a CHAMPION, in other words.

So, can I make the change I need a reality?

Yes, I can.

I will start by enjoying a cup of tea.

Here and now. 

October 14, 2019- Monday Motivation in London

Hello October,

It’s Monday, it’s raining in London, and I feel I have been running behind goals, deadlines, etc. People expect things from me, I expect things from myself, and on top of that, I got to face a mini-virus.

Yes, starting something new is exciting, but it can also be stressful.

I am by my old gallery today, a powerful platform that gives me mixed feelings. I have had some hard times here and my self esteem has been tested.

But a platform also involves human beings that I like and appreciate. I have a small project with them.

Instead of thinking of whatever has been hurtful, let’s concentrate on what is inspiring right now.

Am I going to places for an external glow of power? This is meaningless, and it soon involves disappointments. On the other side, if it is to see it as a platform for meeting people and doing something together, then, it makes sense.

But it’s time I value myself more, my time, and the exposure to situations that are not bringing anything to my or anybody else’s growth.

So, farewell to anything that doesn’t serve this purpose!

And use difficult roads as fuel for our future growth!

 

How To Focus On Your Personal Growth

October 3, 2019- New job challenges in London

Dear October,

is it hard the first few days of your job? There seem to be so many things to absorb, and clients to keep satisfied, and on top of that a virus, yes, a virus!

So? What to do? I took two days off, working from home to pull myself together.

And of course, to write to my favourite journal.

Now, it seems that I don’t come out as competent and confident as a great artist and gorgeous woman that I am.

Well, maybe it helps that all my clothes for two seasons are in my suitcase, the one I brought with me to London 🙂

I decided to go through the internet for help, and start some morning affirmations.

How about reaching out to others also?

https://www.businessnewsdaily.com/7890-first-week-new-job.html