writing on paper, writing online, and mainly producing something we can communicate to others; isn’t that important?
Isn’t it important to create energy? Words are a form of a code of feelings and ideas, actions, they produce an effect when you know the code well; and when the recipients of the code are also able to decode it.
how do I train for everyday writing? How not to get absorbed by other people’s agenda? How not to isolate at the same time and be open to serendipity and the beauty of the moment?
I was having a conversation yesterday with someone kind enough to want to get to know me better. And I was between happy to self-disclose and a bit annoyed.
The next week is unfolding and I have one big and two minor objectives.
I think that everything else will have to disappear in between.
How about feelings?
An aunt has died and we went to a ceremony yesterday, this and other issues family related have been worrying me underneath.
I am divided between letting feelings and fears out or putting them aside and concentrating on a goal.
How about acknowledging and transforming these feelings instead of disowning them?
Creativity is building on feelings.
Having objectives is great, as long as we produce beauty through the transformation of our feelings. Feelings of any kind are great fuel for art!
Yes, I want to be back here daily and write some of the thoughts that get through my brain. Well, this is a challenging period, demanding me to become a new me to get by and continue growing.
Actually, the idea is to continue growing. Regardless of age. Keep learning, and keep walking.
Here I am, in my hometown.
Facing the me I wanted to grow away from. Still, that was a great me. With great qualities, fears, emotions, willpower, self-doubt.
Feeling overwhelmed with the world I was facing.
Having the support and also the roadblocks enough to become my today self.
Feeling grateful for this.
The today self also needs some space to grow further.
How about relationships and emotions?
There are so many of them, bottled up, time to let them free!
Spring is here, the period of growth!
I am back at the beginning, in my parents’ home in the South of France: a perfect time for an update. Where to and whither?
I have succeeded certain projects, failed others and I am here again, without stability and some debts.
Is there something to learn from the experience?
Well, for sure, that I can be a source of “wrongdoing” because of miscalculation even if it wasn’t my intention.
What is the most essential thing at this moment?
How would I like to live every day?
Well, with challenges and new things to learn;
Looking up to people who can advise and help me.
And helping others with what I have learnt.
To begin with, it is important to produce every day.
And then do anything else 🙂