Hello dear February,
still feeling a bit slower, and with different emergencies pressing, I decided to start by living in the moment, and that it is time I take the wheel… of my life!
Where does that lead, and where am I positioned in terms of the wheel of fortune?
In other words, am I a good driver, or should I leave things lead me wherever day by day?
I always wanted to drive, and I still don’t have a car, but in a city like London, this is maybe something not urgent, especially if you are trained the other way… the continental way!
Probably the best is to take the wheel AND to also have my eyes open to the signs on the road, and to be alert on the situation of the car…
Because our control is real but also, an interaction with outside factors.
Better be alert to all of them, and be open to guidance also 😉
I have succeeded in putting together a project with great partners, but another aspect of my life is out of control. Or a few others.
And instead of feeling full of energy, I am a bit slow and sleepy. I am to face the dissatisfied clients… in a way. So, how do I generate energy and attack the issue.
Well, a colleague told me I needed six months preparation and I found myself with none practically, but the advice of previous practitioners who were not very succesful.
That way I look unstructured and unexperienced. Maybe both are true, but I know about art.
How do I keep a cool face in front of doubters?
There must be a way.
When there is a will…
yes, I met my deadline, it was a race against the clock, but I DID it!
What happens next?
I feel slow, sleepy and low energy. Too good its the weekend 🙂
So, how do we reload our brains?
I found a web site which gives a lot of suggestions, I will take a trial and see how it goes. How about feelings, affection and connexion? Let’s take it one step at a time… 😉
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Feb · 18
how is it possible that tasks multiply when you are approaching a deadline? But so do people who help, appearing out of the blue!
Things change, but somehow, I have an irrational feeling it’s going to be fine!
For the time being, it’s practically midnight and I have another email to send 🙂
Or two, I will also email myself to go to sleep!
to begin with, I need to go to the supermarket and get some vegetables and fruits. As healthy food as possible!
Decide if I will go to my work’s gym or close to home and just get enrolled!
Eh, decide about my future self?
I could be less associal, and let some people in to my life. Focusing on work is nice, but still, it’s a bit lonely.
I have a sense of direction, goals to achieve, but why do I stress up in the middle and doubt myself? Why even think about myself in the middle of action?
Three skills I need to develop. What about not being stressed in the middle of a challenge? I might have more in the future if i take up responsibilities.
Concentrating easily to finish my writing? Use deadlines?
Anticipate positive social interactions?
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Feb · 11
do my dreams have to be far? Can’t they be here right now, so that I don’t have to make any effort?
In a way, they are here.
But then, new dreams come along.
That’s a way to grow.
As long as it’s not just greed 😉
Anyway, I am in the process of writing a piece and I have a deadline.
I wake up early, but there are moments I feel stressed, I have doubts, I am tired.
And I am tired because I stress.
What do I do in this case?
Chocolate – immediate satisfaction, level 100%
Taking a small break (nap, drawing, walking around)
Talking to a friend who seems relaxed (this is an important detail)
Writing in my blog (I also have a piece of chocolate in my mouth)
Going back to whatever I was doing
Hello dear February,
it’s 7.45 and I have been up since 6 am. Next to me at the café, a guy is eating a huge quantity of French toast, omelette and I wonder how this could be possible. I can hardly ship a cup of coffee at this time.
Other people also talk and they make sense at this time. My parents always impressed me in that sense.
I can hardly make any conversation.
But still, but still, I need to wake up my brain.
And continue my writing.
With something intelligible, that my wake up brain will still like a few hours later.
have you ever been preoccupied about what to wear? It depends of the day, I guess, and of the clothes, and of the mood…
I just couldn’t match a sweater with the rest, and somehow it took me half an hour…
on the other side, it is a present, so I am happy I got people to think of me … eh, … or this is a sign I need to spent some time looking for something fit to my taste… and means…
Finally I got a match…
Is this a reason to make my mood good or not?
An outfit is us, but it is also, our presentation to the world.
Do we need to care?
Yes, but when I feel good about me, I will see it as a game…
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Feb · 03
any ideas about what is a “Growth Mindset” and how to get one? No, you can’t buy it, or find it walking on the street by chance. There is something you need to do, like a process…
Luck is a question again: when preparation meets opportunity a wise person has said, so how do I turn luck on my side?
To begin with, there are a few questions that bother me a little bit, and somehow I feel I need a clone to take care of everything and to satisfy everyone I am in contact with.
Certain things can get better asap. Others? Others, have been avoided (by me ;-).
I know, this is not the best strategy ever.
On the other hand, it was the best I could do for the time being.
Now, can I change in the future?
Yes I can 🙂