Hello October,
after a stressful beginning at the new job, problems with family members’ health and a stomach virus which left me with a sensibility, I decide to change mindset.
It’s enough in a way. Things are complicated, and somehow, there are always reasons to worry.
So, ENOUGH is ENOUGH!
What is happening in reality?
Deep down?
Deep down, is this the moment to let my fears resurface?
How about think of the wants?
The things that make my heart sing?
I start with a 10 year plan.
And then and there, I will put everything I love.
Is it only individual goals?
Everything together.
Can you grow as a person without making others grow also?
How do I treat myself and I congratulate myself for all I have accomplished?
It’s actually heroic.
To face in such a way destabilising circumstances.
And to be creative, resourceful, full of will, a CHAMPION, in other words.
So, can I make the change I need a reality?
Yes, I can.
I will start by enjoying a cup of tea.
Here and now.
april4june6: A journal of self-tranformation 
Dear Friend I hope your family member’s health is getting better. It is always so frustrating to be far and not be able to do anything… Biz
thank you so much dear friend!!! It is stable now
Très bien.