I realize that I feel kind of overwhelmed, and that some of my efforts are not paying off, meaning that I have some unhappy “clients” not safisfied with my outcomes.
It is true that I felt pressured to accept this job because I didn’t see another option at the time.
Was I not to do it, and change country, instead of staying in London, yet another time?
It feels as if I need a small break, to let things settle and give my brain and emotions time to digest it.
And see where I want to go from here.