I just felt down because I have almost encountered a roadblock. I was late to submit a funding application for a project and I might not afford to go there by myself.
On the one hand, I feel guilty for not having prevented it, on the other side there is a feeling of overwhelm with all the dates, and other things happening into my life.
How to be on top of that without constantly following a crazy and meaningless program?
Well, I will try use Siri in my iPhone more. When I see a deadline I should right away make a note on my calendar instead of thinking about it.
And change my mood. Feeling bad about myself is not the way.
Yes, I self-sabotaged because I was waiting for someone else to say I could do it.
Or the perfect occasion.
Or, to ask people to stretch for me and get a feeling they care.
Or, all of it together.
Now, let’s assume that and continue.
I will definitely read again David Allen’s book which I put aside.
And change my mood.
Give a big hug to myself for doing so well.
Yes, I deserve this!
And YES I CAN!!!