what if it’s cold and rainy in London, summer has arrived! And I will need your full suport for my plans, so listen carefully and come up with useful advice!
I had a meeting with an old friend and successful artist, who has built an international career; he has been presenting his work in different parts of the world. When we had first met we were both at the beginning, but it seems that my way had more road blocks. He evolved mainly in the States, I was in France. Now, he has become curator for a very avant-gard museum and also finds time for his work.
Somehow I felt stressed up at the end of this lunch, comparing his it to my situation.
Not again April, you might say.
Yes I know, I am more than lucky and grateful to find myself in London, but greed seems to be part of our culture; I want MORE
Is more better?
I need my self-confidence to work for me instead of sabotaging me. Is it worthwhile wondering, is my writing good enough? Is it going to be recognized by some powerful figure who decides on allocation of resources?
How about getting my power back and doing what I like better? The power figure is me!
Will my self-confidence be my personal trainer and coach?