you want to know if I have been doing something to go in the direction of my dreams?
Well, on Friday, I send an application, not with much conviction, to be honest.
On Saturday, I contacted a friend who is a coach: I thought I needed an outside opinion.
I am waiting for the budget to see if I can afford it right now.
How about some psychological support?
I would take some, with pleasure: as long as it’s free and quality.
After taking half the day off, I started to panick.
Then, I read about being master of my emotions and thoughts.
It’s the only way I can go forward. But on the other side, accepting and feeling compassionate of myself for not always being on TOP, it’s also important.
Yes, I am a weak human being.
I am afraid, and I don’t know if I have succeeded my goals.
Plus, I have put some family members in danger with my big projects, I asked them to support.
So, now what?
If I start punishing myself, is this going to help?
Yesterday, when I was wondering in central London, feeling bored, I realized something.
I might invent some problems because I don’t want to deal with a basic question:
Where can I do something creative, feel at home and live from it with similar-minded people ever after?
Maybe there is one way to find about that:
If I suggest something that others might also want to follow 😉
If not, at least I will feel free to do what I want