I am at my parents’ home, in the South of France, with some online work, and not much private space.
I feel a bit overwhelmed with all the demands made on me, by others an myself, whereas I feel being slowed down by the temperature rising.
Or I am just a bit tired and demotivated.
And still, this is a time to get a promotion.
I feel it in my heart.
But I might need to move and take some action instead of lingering in a semi-sleepy state.
Trees blossom and then the flowers are gone, leaves grow and they fall. There is a cycle of movement, even if we don’t do a thing. But if there is such a thing as a deliberate action, how do we know when to act, and how, to bring a positive change?
Eat well, less dessert and more vegetables and fruit?
Exercise, I do.
I might need to add a very motivating objective and go for it.
it’s 7.45 and I have been up since 6 am. Next to me at the café, a guy is eating a huge quantity of French toast, omelette and I wonder how this could be possible. I can hardly ship a cup of coffee at this time.
Other people also talk and they make sense at this time. My parents always impressed me in that sense.
I can hardly make any conversation.
But still, but still, I need to wake up my brain.
And continue my writing.
With something intelligible, that my wake up brain will still like a few hours later.
I decided to get rid of some eating habits such as sugar for example, and we will see how it goes. The most difficult will be to do without chocolate, but I need to look for tablets without or with a small amount of sugar and a lot of good cacao.
So, cacao for the afternoon will allow me not to go …nuts!