June 30- Transformation Journal Update

Hello dear June and farewell,

I have promised to write for three months, April to June. Here is my starting point, at the beginning of April:

After having been insulted by a wannabe boss, I decided to change myself in order to get a real job and true love.

 April to June.

 In Paris where I actually live the last years”

A post a day. I succeeded to fulfill the promise to myself, even if, sometimes, I was one or two days late in finishing my posts.

Blogging, has been in itself a fulfilling experience. I shared feelings and instants of my everyday life. I took some distance from them and from myself.

Is there a result after three months soul-searching?

Yes. There is a tangible result, a miracle, I wrote about on June 27: I passed the first step of a selection for the funding of my project. This is great for me and unexpected!

Now, how about love April? You could ask me. Well, I have fallen in love! No, I don’t have a concrete “result” this time, but this feeling is already precious! I might have been fantasizing a little bit, but just a little and it was fun. It kept me in a good mood, so no matter what B does, he has been a source of inspiration for some time!

I have also realized that I love my life in Paris. I have had a lot of fun these three months and I am grateful for it 🙂

Before sharing these thoughts I might have had a tendency to focus on the difficulties to reach my goals. By writing something that is open to others, I focused on the things that could inspire me everyday. And enjoy more the journey.

Should I end this blog after this three month period?

At the beginning, I meant to share my thoughts only with two good friends.

But after a while, this blog became a platform that allowed me to meet new friends, wonderful people, and I have interacted with some of them.

Thank you so much for following, reading and helping me to transform!

 

P.S. I am not writing in this kind of diary, but it is very tempting!

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May 8 – Dancing, Singing and Telling our story

Dear May

tonight was my first dance in my new apartment: I put some music and really let myself go with it! I wonder why I waited that much!

I was told once that in order to see if the people of their tribe are doing well, a wise person somewhere in the world was asking three questions: how often do you sing? Dance? Tell your story?

I have been blogging, and this is a way to tell your story, so, I am fine with that. When it comes to singing I more or less sing in the shower. But concerning dancing, that I love, I have been behind lately, so I am glad to get back to practice!

Apart from that, I spent big part of the day working on the event project, and having meetings with colleague-friends. The kind of people who give you a friendly-professional feedback. Very important.

There was also another question raised in one of these meetings: is it possible to please everybody with the way we behave? Our boss? Partner? Parents? The most important people in our lives? I think the answer is no, at least not all the time, for some of our choices. We shouldn’t even try, even if we really care for them, or need their good opinion.

Is there a way to make everybody love us?

Maybe we can give them a good example by loving ourselves for what we are… becoming!

And dance!

 

Tal and Flo Rida in the clip of their song: Dance