after being kind of negative on my actual job, a health problem my mother had, made me focus on something else and put things into perspective.
I feel grateful for being there for her and for feeling that I can take of my parents.
How about starting to take care of me?
It is good to try things but not to struggle and to be afraid I am not up to the challenges that the day will bring.
How can I address that?
By doing something immediately.
Working is great, but it has to be part of joy and magic.
So, what next?
Well, no mater what, I need to get in touch with my internal compass.
Sit on the top of a hill, metaphorically or literally, and have a broader perspective.
Magic May, Spring is here, how about emerging and blossoming again?
here I am, with a month as a deadline to get myself the job to complete the part-time I have or to start a new one altogether.
I was told that hugging trees is giving you good energy, so now that the time is better I might try it and see how it goes.
Climbing trees is more difficult, so I will keep to the hugging part.
The most important thing, is my why, and I have one, related to creating.
I have been reading something on heuristics today and the kind of mistakes we make regarding our everyday judgements in uncertainty.
We could be a little bit as the different characters of this painting, part of a bigger complex, but now always aware of it 🙂
So, how to make the best decision when we ignore the whole picture?
We can ask around, pray, read, google our question… 🙂