writing on paper, writing online, and mainly producing something we can communicate to others; isn’t that important?
Isn’t it important to create energy? Words are a form of a code of feelings and ideas, actions, they produce an effect when you know the code well; and when the recipients of the code are also able to decode it.
how do I train for everyday writing? How not to get absorbed by other people’s agenda? How not to isolate at the same time and be open to serendipity and the beauty of the moment?
I was having a conversation yesterday with someone kind enough to want to get to know me better. And I was between happy to self-disclose and a bit annoyed.
The next week is unfolding and I have one big and two minor objectives.
I think that everything else will have to disappear in between.
How about feelings?
An aunt has died and we went to a ceremony yesterday, this and other issues family related have been worrying me underneath.
I am divided between letting feelings and fears out or putting them aside and concentrating on a goal.
How about acknowledging and transforming these feelings instead of disowning them?
Creativity is building on feelings.
Having objectives is great, as long as we produce beauty through the transformation of our feelings. Feelings of any kind are great fuel for art!
Yes, I want to be back here daily and write some of the thoughts that get through my brain. Well, this is a challenging period, demanding me to become a new me to get by and continue growing.
Actually, the idea is to continue growing. Regardless of age. Keep learning, and keep walking.
Here I am, in my hometown.
Facing the me I wanted to grow away from. Still, that was a great me. With great qualities, fears, emotions, willpower, self-doubt.
Feeling overwhelmed with the world I was facing.
Having the support and also the roadblocks enough to become my today self.
Feeling grateful for this.
The today self also needs some space to grow further.
How about relationships and emotions?
There are so many of them, bottled up, time to let them free!
Spring is here, the period of growth!
I am back at the beginning, in my parents’ home in the South of France: a perfect time for an update. Where to and whither?
I have succeeded certain projects, failed others and I am here again, without stability and some debts.
Is there something to learn from the experience?
Well, for sure, that I can be a source of “wrongdoing” because of miscalculation even if it wasn’t my intention.
What is the most essential thing at this moment?
How would I like to live every day?
Well, with challenges and new things to learn;
Looking up to people who can advise and help me.
And helping others with what I have learnt.
To begin with, it is important to produce every day.
And then do anything else 🙂
Happy St Valentine February!
And just in case you don’t feel like celebrating, there is the option of the Cat Café where you can be in love or out, grumpy or happy, but you will find a cat to fit with your special mood of the day!
And to share feelings while admiring it of course!
The Cat Café, a must in Manchester and not only, where if you respect the rights of cats, such as not to be disturbed while sleeping, not to hold them in your arms and not to feed them milk or human food, but you are also allowed to share their company.
And for 12 pounds an hour, you have free drinks and cakes.
Cat café, cat tree, cat love 🙂
today I am waking up in Manchester, the first time I visit the city, do you believe that? After waking up and the second cup of coffee, I am preparing a presentation and a meeting with my future employers 😉
What is the weather like? Some wind and occasional rain, but this is not preventing me from visiting the City Centre before!
do you have any tips to raise your mood? I guess a mood has the right to go in one direction or another, and something might trigger it to go into a place I don’t like.
I might think, actually, I have been there before, and it wasn’t helpful. When things I don’t like happen, maybe there is a reason. And after all, yes, some rejection can hurt because it reminds me of other times. And it’s like, maybe it’s me.
But I have seen in the past that this is not true.
I can change things. And go to a place I love.
Instead of taking it personally, I can see what happened and analyze the situation.
So, yes, my objective is to understand what happened in my last effort.
Have I learnt anything from the experience?
Who do I ask for help in order to get it next time?
I am to go to London for a presentation of my portfolio, and I am looking forward to it!
Of course, my feelings are like a hot boiling pot; there is my presentation to take care of and my inner self to expand: let’s go out there and shine!
Some everyday preoccupations have stressed me from time to time, but bottom line, I realize I have always managed to find my way.
I am making my suitcase and my parents’ cat is looking at me puzzled: where to?
Let’s see how it goes!
London, I am coming!
Time is money they say, but most of all, Time is LIFE. Time doesn’t come back, so if I want to live it to the fullest, I need to start doing it right now.
Spending time on job applications is not exactly productive. Instead, I can start producing more, and leave that for a part of my day.
How about reading meaningful books, spending time with people we love, and doing something for the community?
Apparently, Success is something you attract by the person you become.
So let’s become a person who is giving light instead of looking how to get something.
Let’s be meaningful and not just strategic!
Let’s create more!
Welcome, January 2019!!!
Let’s get lucky this year!
I was partying on the 31st and 1st and I needed a day to recover. Plus, on the 3rd I had to go back to my everyday life where I found some of the things that haven’t been dealt with in 2018, which made it more difficult to land back into real life.
So, yes, I have an after party blues, where I need to wake up to adult life after having eaten chocolate, written letters to Santa Claus and almost kissed an old flame who appeared in my life… from Italy!
So, 2018 has been quite a year and I am happy to see that I am still standing! I am grateful for all the friends who helped me out and I would like to say sorry to those I let down when some of my plans crumbled and crashed.
Have I learnt anything from this?
But now that I wake up as a full-grown up adult with a child’s heart, I decided to do a 10-year life plan like this one, or I could make one for myself:
- To create something every day
- To learn something every day
- To offer something
- To enjoy something or someone
- To boost my self-esteem which was bruised by the end of 2018
- To follow my heart