how is it going? I am prone to feeling guilty because I don’t fulfil everybody’s demands, and all those I ask of myself.
But this is just a trap.
Why would I fulfil everything in the first place?
Because it’s my job and I am payed for it?
Or because I am a daughter, a partner, a sister, a …?
Hmm, let’s start from the job. It seems that even if I work most of the day, there is more to do. How about pleasure? It would have to be through my job because there is not much left outside. Ok, there is the cat. My parents’ cat.
So maybe, I need to start from doing something nurturing and fulfilling for myself. And then, when I am satisfied, I become productive. How about that?
And instead of waiting for something to come, I put myself to writing again. Creative writing. Because writing without adjective, is what we do when we email people.
Being creative, that’s what I need not to feel guilty to myself!!!
Let’s allow ourselves to be creative!!!