Hello September,
I have taken a step forward yesterday on seeing that I was good at something I thought I sucked: communicating my ideas to other people in an oral presentation.
Actually, I had the courage to present for people who are experts in the field, and they liked it, although there are always things to work on.
After that, and a meeting with an administration that always takes a lot of energy, I continued with hot chocolate and wandering around London in Covent-Garden. Responsible or not, it seemed like the thing to do. Instead of applying for a job I bought myself a new agenda.
Kind of irresponsible I would say.
Yes, but I kind of needed it.
And I feel like needing a rest today, slow down and do something to reinvigorate myself.
Starting from a fruit smoothie.
And continuing with anything nice
april4june6: A journal of self-tranformation 
Perhaps rather going for a fruit smoothie than pulling your nerves in the job search gives you the necessary positive push you need in order to get that job search going. Blessings to you, April!