so what’s going on this morning? Snow again this weekend? Well, after a work focused winter, spring seems to be following on the same tone.
And it feels like I need to flower, like a human being, have fun and a relaxed feeling of a beautiful day… poetry, love, animals, …
How is it possible to do both?
I was about to get critical of something I saw next to me and changed my mind… this is a sign I need a change of mind-set, some fun and hope that what I am doing is meaningful!
I had a conversation with a friend dating someone she found gorgeous but not so intelligent… which reminds me, where am I on that sector? Probably not to be seen… I don’t have time to plan, to think, to …
the last time I was so busy, I was still a first year student, and then somehow I regretted that.
So, if I am working a lot this time, I need to make sure I don’t let important sides of myself … without enough attention.
I also said I didn’t have time to create, and that wasn’t ok either.
Still, I learnt some things.
I learnt that for some people, creativity and connectedness are not optional.
And that my “work” has to be part of the pleasure of being alive. And conviction and readiness to move to the next level.
So either I transform what I do, or I change it.
Fiction, where are you?