I have made it today! It was at 5.30 that I woke up, let’s see how it goes. I am slightly more alert than yesterday at the same time. Let’s see how it goes. I will post every day to check on progress.
I feel this is it, it’s time to believe in myself instead of feeling a potential hiding somewhere and beaming out from time to time.
recentering is quiet a thing, it happens with Googlemaps when you walk somewhere and you are out of track; so how do I do it?
Now, the objective here is to find the best place in the world for my objective.
Someplace I can continue growing.
And where I have the means to do it.
Somewhere I feel good.
And others feel good about it too.
Well, I can apply for jobs here and there.
But I realise I need to publish more.
It is probably best to have some things out than wait for the perfect text.
So let’s get myself out there!
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Jun · 14
Hello dear June,
after working until midnight on my poems, I woke up with a mood; some positive thinking didn’t work wonders, so I decided to take the morning off. Just for me.
I had a sense of emergency the whole weekend. This and that and the other.
But this epiphany was enough.
I am heading towards hot chocolate, to begin with.
I am getting outside.
There is some sun, we will eventually meet.
And I might look for a hairdresser I had postponed.
Emergency or not, I want to feel good now.
here I am again, thinking about the next step. You may say, maybe you need to act instead of thinking. But without any plan you get all over the place and might just be confused.
So, I feel like a misunderstood genius, what should I do about it June?
Find like-minded people and do something together?
Wait for someone to discover me?
Go out with my project/book/short-story and invite others to react to it?
Go for a massage?
All of the above?
Saturday morning after a party night at a gallery. I am having coffee at 11.00, thinking how I can make the best of my day.
Probably, by taking it easy. Yesterday I finished my short-story but it seems that I am still in the rush rhythm. Or not? My body asks me to take it easy and just lie in the sun. We are lucky enough to have a sunny day in London, with a beautiful wind, let’s enjoy that!
I set the alarm at 4.00 in the morning instead of 6.00 I meant to wake up and I ended up at 7.00; in any case, I am happy with that.
The good thing, I am much more awake at 9.00 than in the previous days, and writing. This is great I would say.
I am checking again my short story and try to refocus my strategy after a double no from two job applications.
I didn’t have my heart to it. Some haters from the Parisian world were there.
So, where to?
To my next adventure!
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Jun · 08
I am comitting to wake up an hour earlier and get to work an hour earlier also. I have been a night howl but I will check this out to see how it works.
Today I kind of succeeded but my brain is still asleep at 9.00 even if I was up at 7.00 in the morning. Not to mention the time to find simple things as my shoes and bag.
But here I am, writing.
And re-reading my short-story.
Hello dear June,
I decided to wake up early and set goals. I got myself up later than planed, after my boat trip yesterday and the weather -winter-like- doesn’t help.
Or is it just an excuse?
I found myself with a bunch of artists, talking about galleries and exhibitions. But somehow I couldn’t find the way to a funding scheme as others did. Or I seemed to be interested in topics the others didn’t. Or if they were doing something remotely close, they didn’t want me around.
Are there all these other people more qualified, relevant, similar, and whatever else than me?
Maybe they are.
What if I need to go on in the direction of whatever I have been doing instead of lamenting my lack of homogeneity?
So, let’s be proactive April!
it is sunny and cloudy and windy over here; time to open my eyes and move, wouldn’t you say?
I am sitting at the café next to two men in their fifties talking business and looking 8-year-old deep down.
Or is it because I am still asleep and they are part of my dream?
In any case, I just mailed my poems back home because I am looking for another publisher.
In the meanwhile, there is a short story to finish for today.
Let’s see how it goes.
here I am, deciding to write every day, and keep up with the changes in my life.
Sunday morning in London, and I have already read an article I am writing. Had coffee, yes, once a day and wondering if I can sit outside or not.
Am I going to write early in the day or later?
Let’s try both and see how it goes.
In the next month there are a series of questions to be addressed.
But most of all, we need to keep up the rhythm and feel good.
Because, after all it is summer in our hemisphere!