today it has been a beautiful day in London, everything we needed to breath after the last week… in any case, going out for a walk on parks and looking for terraces has been my priority.
I had been stressing up for the direction I should take in my life and career and somehow, again, I realized this is out of context.
The real question is: “what do I want?”
“what is my heart’s desire?”
The rest will follow.
And yet, what if I haven’t figured that out?
Isn’t it possible to have contradictory wishes?
Take Hamlet for example, it happens every day.
It is also called a Dilemma.
Should I procrastinate until the problem resolves itself?
Or should I wait to fall desperately in love so that another variable will add to the equation?
For the moment, the best thing was to hang around and write … for my next book!