this is a self-transformation journal and being in my hometown is a challenge in this respect: is there any positive change in my life since… adolescence?
There is but… not enough material changes. For example, I come back by myself, without any husband, official boyfriend nor children. I haven’t returned home richer.
How about wiser? More succesful? Difficult to say 🙂
Hotter? definitely yes 😉 A hometown visit in the heat of the summer, spending time with family, is perfect for existential questions.
And yet, despite the fact that it is not very agreeable, it is still very useful! To begin with, in order to change my reference points. What if I have chosen different ways to measure time and change than some of the neighbours?
Anyway, even at a small place, not everybody has the same values; and the difference I see in me is that I have created something, my novel, even though it has not been published yet.
I have found things I love that keep me passionate about life and creation.
Now, come on April, you might say, don’t pretend you are so above material success … we are flesh and blood also, we have a body, among other things… if everything were so perfect why do you bother us with your blog posts on transformation? Do you or don’t you want to change?
Yes and No. There are a lot of things I like about me and my way of being and others I need to update.
And in what direction, if I may ask? You could say.
This is something to answer in my future posts 🙂