Hello dear June and farewell,
I have promised to write for three months, April to June. Here is my starting point, at the beginning of April:
“After having been insulted by a wannabe boss, I decided to change myself in order to get a real job and true love.
April to June.
In Paris where I actually live the last years”
A post a day. I succeeded to fulfill the promise to myself, even if, sometimes, I was one or two days late in finishing my posts.
Blogging, has been in itself a fulfilling experience. I shared feelings and instants of my everyday life. I took some distance from them and from myself.
Is there a result after three months soul-searching?
Yes. There is a tangible result, a miracle, I wrote about on June 27: I passed the first step of a selection for the funding of my project. This is great for me and unexpected!
Now, how about love April? You could ask me. Well, I have fallen in love! No, I don’t have a concrete “result” this time, but this feeling is already precious! I might have been fantasizing a little bit, but just a little and it was fun. It kept me in a good mood, so no matter what B does, he has been a source of inspiration for some time!
I have also realized that I love my life in Paris. I have had a lot of fun these three months and I am grateful for it 🙂
Before sharing these thoughts I might have had a tendency to focus on the difficulties to reach my goals. By writing something that is open to others, I focused on the things that could inspire me everyday. And enjoy more the journey.
Should I end this blog after this three month period?
At the beginning, I meant to share my thoughts only with two good friends.
But after a while, this blog became a platform that allowed me to meet new friends, wonderful people, and I have interacted with some of them.
Thank you so much for following, reading and helping me to transform!
P.S. I am not writing in this kind of diary, but it is very tempting!